ALMOST A YEAR I'VE BEEN MARRIED..!!!

WHAT TO SAY..

almost 1 year aku dh kawin but still feel lonely n lost :(...

im sorry b :(...

maybe i need time n i mean it...

seriously sometimes feel happy sometimes feel lost n lonely..

dont know y uols :(....

I MISS MY OLD TIME SO MUCH :(

kenape aku jmpe sume ni...??!!

knape aku x bleh buang prsaan ni..??!!

knape aku sushkn nk singkirkan perasaan ni lagi..??!!

:(

ermmmmmm...

aku mungkin x cuba dgn bersungguh2..

mungkin aku still lgi mudah terpengaruh dgn keadaan sekeliling...

adakah aku kene tinggalkan semua sekali..???!!

bole ke aku ni..??

bole ke aku hidup tanpa kwan2 tanpa sesiapa kecuali keluarga dan saudara mara..??!!

ermmm aku rase x bole...:(

mmg x bole..

i need friend what ever it is..!!!

HUSBAND/FAMILY/FRIEND..???

i need the three of this..!!!

cannot left them all..

i love them all,but can they love me like i do..???

 i juz trust my fams in my life...

bak kate org sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit kan...

kadang aku ade je bertengkar ngan seben aku but not to long la...

at last die msti akn pujok or tegur if msing2 dh miss each other kan..

ermmmm honestly...

seben mmg dh lain skang...

dlu n skang totally change..!!!

his not the man that i met for the 1st time..!!!! :(

not everything he change..

jus some part n some basically thing yg dlu die wat now dh x de...

i can feel n know y this happen.. :(

maybe of the tragedy :(...

ermmmm rse x perlu citer la kot kt cni kan..

biar la seben n aku je yg tau hal ni....

ermm but i know this kind of thing yg wat die change form A to Z :(..

im so sorry :(..

terlajak perahu bleh diundur kan..

terlajak perbuatan ermmmm sendri mau igt la...

dalam hal ni aku n die slah..

2 je yg aku bleh ckap..

ermmmm...

abez dh luahan aku utk ari ni...

dh lamer sgt x bkk...

dalm ni bnyk sgt kenangan pahit manis...

k chau....

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